Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Alone

I felt alone, a few times, I in one corner and everybody else in another corner. Sad, hurt, and I had to go through them, I endured them.   Now I feel alone more intensely and I sense that I will feel more alone in the days, weeks or months to come.  I'll be facing the struggles alone,  I feel sad.  This sadness brings pain, it hurts, days and nights.  It's hard to hold back the  tears.  And sometimes you feel that tears are your only companion.  It is like you are abandoned and you have the impression that the one who left does not want anymore to have anything to do with what one has left, including you.  What can you do, nothing!  You can only respect the choice that one makes.  In the meantime you just have to go on, to say GOODBYE to what has been, say hello to what will be  and to muster courage even if you are losing the energy or the appetite to go on.  Lord God please come and help me....